But you see, there is
a graveyard in my mouth
filled with words that
have died on my lips.
Seduction in a 2 yr relationship:
‘I was thinking about fucking you.’
‘I’d be down with that.’
Romance at its finest.
She was a prism through which sadness could be divided into its infinite spectrum.
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could what we aspire to be actually encapsulate what we think is “most attractive/sexy”
i’m not sure anyone really understands my frustration when it comes to truly celebrating birthdays. whether you’re turning 25 or 55, i don’t want to hear complaints of becoming older and the process of aging.
it is amazing to me how people don’t even realize how lucky they are to get that far. there are people who won’t make it past the age of 12…18…22. there are things that you have gotten to experience that those people never will, and future things that (hopefully) you will get to experience that they also never will.
i know in some way this has to do with the girl in my graduating class, emily. because she died at 18 she will never get to experience some pretty great aspects in life i’m sure she was looking forward to down the road. and all because of a car accident that was not her fault, the cause being an intoxicated driver.
i wasn’t close w emily in high school, but i remember passing notes with her in 7th grade, being goofy together in class and constantly sitting together, and i can’t shake those memories. i wish we didn’t have a falling out because of my depression entering high school. i remember her mentioning some of the notes and how she had saved them, and idk i wish i tried to reach out to her more when she brought them up.
so when people complain about getting older or the number in their age, i can’t help but feel like they’re not appreciating what they have, and it bugs the shit out of me. i don’t want to come off sounding like a bitch, but you could’ve died. anyone could’ve died at any point in their life, and really, it is amazing to me you are still living and breathing and here, able to do all of these things.
i don’t feel the need to explain why i feel this way to every single person who ends up implying how ashamed of their age they are, so i thought i might as well do it here. because, despite all my feelings on that notion, all i’ll end up saying really is, “but i think it’s so cool what you’ve been able to see and do and become over those years. i hope you have so, so many more.”
diggin’ my lesson plan for fractions now. funny because i hated doing fractions when i was little.
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